Deep Inside
I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead not thinking straight
Inside my body traveled full of hate
I had to let it out before its too late
Deep inside
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and calling from deep inside
Why won't it fade?
Outside I had to lie, "I'm OK"
It hurts all day
I'll stop feeling clean
I guess this is the life I have made
Deep inside
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and calling from deep inside
What am I doing?
I can't believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people
They take from me
Always they're bringing drama to me
Never...
Look at me now...
Now
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and calling from deep inside
I can't stand all of this fucking pain
Please god just go away
Please god just make them pay
I feel like I'm dead not thinking straight
Inside my body traveled full of hate
I had to let it out before its too late
Deep inside
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and calling from deep inside
Why won't it fade?
Outside I had to lie, "I'm OK"
It hurts all day
I'll stop feeling clean
I guess this is the life I have made
Deep inside
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and calling from deep inside
What am I doing?
I can't believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people
They take from me
Always they're bringing drama to me
Never...
Look at me now...
Now
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and calling from deep inside
I can't stand all of this fucking pain
Please god just go away
Please god just make them pay